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| Sunday, November 22nd, 2009 | | 10:27 pm |
The Reason I Live
Title: The Reason I Live Rating: T One-shot Summary: Kyuhyun and Sungmin fight but Kyuhuyn realizes something important. Couple: Kyuhyun/Sungmin; with a hint of Leeteuk/Kangin, Eunhyuk/Donghae A/N: This is my first ever KyuMin. Please go easy on me. :D I hope that you will like it as much as I enjoyed writing it. :D A week before Sungmin’s birthday…
Kyuhyun and Sungmin were having a heated discussion on something they wish to never discuss. They’ve been having this… I-love-you-but-sometimes-I-can’t-stand-y ou phase. Sungmin was close to tears as he and Kyuhyun were fighting one of the biggest fights they’ve had. After seeing Sungmin’s eyes well up, Kyuhyun stops bickering and Sungmin stands there speechless. Kyuhyun couldn’t stand to see Sungmin cry. He didn’t show it but he too was hurt. He closed his eyes and left like nothing happened. Sungmin stood there helpless. He felt as if his world vanished. He felt as if he was dead. He felt coldness and he felt loneliness. During the week of their fight…
Kyuhyun had stayed in his old apartment; he knew that it would still be in good use. He sighed looking at it and smiled by the sight of his old apartment. He remembered the times he spent there alone before he joined the band. He remembered the times when the boys spent a night at his apartment because it was nearest and it rained hard but he vividly remembers that night as well. That night that he and Sungmin finally realized that one thing they hid to themselves and to the people around them a long time ago. But Kyuhyun discarded that memory for now. As much as he loved the company of Sungmin and the memories he spent with him, he’s still hurt. Sungmin was sulking at his bed wearing his pink pajamas from last night, listening to those ever so annoying love songs that a person listens to when either depressed or just fallen out of love. He was crying in his bed. He misses Kyuhyun so much. He hated the fact that he just left there. Why the hell would he leave at a time like this when he knew it was my birthday the week after? He asked himself. He called one of his friends, Leeteuk who also had love problems before he and Kangin started dating. “Leeteuk-hyung, Kyuhyun and I had a huge fight and I need your help.” He said with a trembling voice. “I’ll be right over.” Leeteuk replied and hung up. A few minutes later Leeteuk and Sungmin had a little heart to heart. Leeteuk was indeed the oldest because he was the wisest. He knew the words to say but Sungmin manages to always cry. “Guys, Sungmin and Kyuhyun are in this huge fight and we should help them get back together or something.” Leeteuk said who told the other members to have a meeting about the situation. “What should we do?” Ryeowook asked. “Sungmin’s birthday’s coming up, we should give him a surprise party!” Donghae said cheerfully he wanted his Hyung to be happy despite whatever’s happening. “You really do know how to make someone happy.” Eunhyuk said with a grin on his face and as he places his head on Donghae’s shoulder. The others rolled their eyes. “Stop with the fluffiness, getting back to Kyuhyun and Sungmin.” Leeteuk said being a bit forceful which turned on Kangin a bit. “Kyuhyun’s being a bitch.” Heechul said. “Yeah, he really is the devil.” One of them said. “Hey! Hey, don’t say stuff about Kyuhyun, look we really don’t know the actual story, okay.” Leeteuk said stopping the bashing. “Okay, so what should we do then?” Shindong asked. And the members were left talking about the surprise party. A week has passed by and it’s Sungmin’s birthday. His eyes were still swollen as ever but managed to sleep the day before his birthday. He held the pillow in his arms as if it were Kyuhyun. The members decided that they should leave the Kyuhyun/Sungmin problem for the couple to settle and they should leave themselves out of it and make Sungmin happy for the rest of the day. “Saengil chukha hamnida…” the other 10, with Leeteuk smiling and holding the cake (Kibum was as usual not participating in the activities) were singing a happy birthday to their beloved Sungmin. Sungmin woke up with a little smile on his face knowing that he has friends who will support him. It was his special day; he didn’t want anything bad to ruin it. “Kamsahapnida.” Sungmin replied with a soft voice, he sat up and blew the candles of the cake that Ryeowook made especially for him. Donghae and Eunhyuk were responsible for dressing him up, Hangeng, Yesung, Kangin, Shindong and Heechul were in charge of the decorations, Ryeowook for the food and Leeteuk being the leader was in charge of everything. Donghae and Eunhyuk dressed Sungmin up with one of Sungmin’s favorite get-ups, pink shirt, jeans and his pink rubber shoes. Everything was perfect from the food to the decorations, to the music and at what the Leeteuk had imagined for the other members to do for Sungmin’s birthday. He felt assured as a leader. Kyuhyun on the other hand was on his apartment thinking. Today’s Sungmin-hyung’s birthday. He thought. Kyuhyun was upset. Last year, he was the first person to greet Sungmin because that was the first time they were together as a couple and he loved to be first in Sungmin’s life. But that week felt different, it felt like he was detached to Sungmin. He didn’t feel meaning in his life. He felt that without Sungmin his life would have fallen apart. He was stupid to leave. He realized that to be a strong couple everything doesn’t have to be sweet all the time, fights might be the ugliest things but it what makes the relationship stronger because they would know what to do when it comes again. So maybe it’s true, I can’t live without you. Kyuhyun realizes. A tear falls from his face and smiles. The birthday party was over. The others cleaned Sungmin’s apartment before they left. Sungmin told them to leave already and let Sungmin do all the cleaning, but they declined. They said it was their mess so they have to clean it up; Sungmin shrugged his shoulders and rested. Eventually he fell asleep and the other members went back home. It was 12 a.m. he was still wearing one of his favorite get-ups, he was trying to make his head comfortable on the pillow he thought was Kyuhyun. A few minutes later, Kyuhyun was back at their apartment after his realization. He took of his shoes and sat on the bed. He lay beside Sungmin. Sungmin knew he was there. He smiled and at the same time cried silently. He was back, Sungmin thought. Sungmin had really forgotten their fight. Sungmin really knew Kyuhyun was there. Sungmin knew he loved Kyuhyun more than anything in this world. Kyuyhun put his arms around Sungmin and placed his head on Sungmin’s head. “Sungmin-hyung, mianhe, saranghe.” Kyuhyun said crying a bit. Sungmin cried as well. “Kyu, mianhe, saranghe.” He replied as he was going back to sleep. That night was magical, it was not the perfect birthday but Kyu was the best gift Sungmin could ever ask for. | | Monday, October 20th, 2008 | | 6:19 am |
I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU!!!
Sudden Realization Oct. 20 1. It's not the end of the world when you don't have your friends with you. DUDE! Remember that you're not with your friends all the time, you have to make new in order to have more. Always remember, friends are with you in your heart even though they're not there physically. 2. Always smile. It's not good to frown all the time. 3. Look for the silver lining at the end of the day. Wish for a better tomorrow. 4. Never stop believing. As I read my brother's reflection of the movie Big Fish, I was touched, never stop believing. That is true. Don't give up easily on what you think is right. 5. Think positive. Negative things always result to bad days, thus think positive, ALWAYS. 6. Lastly, don't assume or expect things that YOU want to happen. In my recent experiences, I learned when you expect things or assume it, IT DOESN'T HAPPEN, it doesn't come true. Surprise yourself with what is about to happen, seriously, what you want to happen MIGHT just happen. | | Monday, September 15th, 2008 | | 9:28 am |
Do You Hate Me?
Do You Hate Me? It seems that you do. If you do, then why don't you just say so, and we'll talk about it. If you don't I need respect. Don't worry, there's no price to pay or consequence to suffer. Just shut the hell up and respect. | | Thursday, August 14th, 2008 | | 7:55 pm |
| | Friday, June 13th, 2008 | | 8:20 pm |
Writer's Block: The Eternal Nocturnal Struggle
Okay, obviously, I answered this because I love Twilight. VAMPIRES Why? 1. From Kanye West's song, Harder, Better, FASTER, STRONGER... get my point? 2. They'll love you eternally. 3. Because Edward Cullen is one... :D see how biased i am. :D | | Friday, April 11th, 2008 | | 9:16 pm |
| | Thursday, April 10th, 2008 | | 9:33 pm |
| | 9:20 pm |
first time posting. ICONS!
Hi this is my first time posting here at lion_lamb which by the way is awesome! Hope you all like it. Coments are looooove. I also apologize if there are icons the same as mine.
(1) Kristen Stewart
(4) Gossip Girl
(4) Robert Pattinson
(1) Ashley Greene
01.  02.  03. 04. 05. .06. 07. 08. 09. 10.
So that's it. Uhmm... :D There. Yeah Please Credit too. :D Thanks. | | Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008 | | 12:07 pm |
| | Friday, December 21st, 2007 | | 7:52 pm |
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test | | Friday, November 30th, 2007 | | 1:20 pm |
Hello Icon Makers. It's moi again. :) Here's another tut. :) JOE JONAS TUTORIAL. :) 1. Crop your base do the usual. 2. Duplicate your base and set to soft light at 100%. 3. New Fill Layer-> Solid Color. Set to Color Burn at 20%. #74E552 4. SELECTIVE COLORING TIME. Yippee. :) REDS: -100, 15, -15, -11YELLOWS: -100, 42, -60, 26WHITES: -28, 26, -32, 33NEUTRALS: -13, 16, -12, -105. New Adjustment Layer-> Color Balance (Preserve Luminosity IS checked.)SHADOWS: -11, 29,-18 MIDTONES: 21, -17, -20 HIGHLIGHTS: 0, -16, 0 6. New Adjustment Layer-> Curves Point One: Input 113. Output 127 Point Two: Input 164. Output 160 7. New Fill Layer -> Solid Color. Set to Exclusion at 100%. #0B0E3C 8. SELECTIVE COLORING. again. REDS: 26, 11, 0, -19YELLOWS: -100, 16, -27, 0NEUTRALS: 10, -8, 0, 199. New Adjustment Layer -> Hue/Saturation. Master Saturation: -5 10. SELECTIVE COLORING. last but not the least. NEUTRALS: 18, 7, 0, 0AND YOU'RE DONE. :) Add anything like brushes, fonts etc. :) Till here. BYE :) | | Friday, November 23rd, 2007 | | 9:34 pm |
enchanted tut. :)
 to  Okay. Ready? 1. Start off with the base. :)2. Next copy your base set to Soft Light. 50%3. Add a color fill layer. Set to Multiply.9eadce.
4. Selective Coloring Layer Reds: -26,-9,-19, 0 Yellows: -67, 0, -28, 0 Neutrals: -11, -14, 0, -10
5. Color Balance LayerShadows: -15, 8, -7Midtones: 16, -12, 13Highlights: -16, 23, 206. Curves.Point OneInput: 98Output: 109
Point TwoInput: 161Output: 176
7. Hue/ Saturation Layer.Master Saturation : 14
8. Lastly, add another color fill layer. Set to Screen at 10%. eb2c22.And you're done. :) Current Music: Kiss Kiss | | Saturday, November 10th, 2007 | | 11:33 am |
SHIA LABEOUF TUT... :)
 to  I miss posting here. Been busy with school work. :(
Here it goes, again.
1. Start with your base.
2. Duplicate your base and set to Overlay at 75%
3. Selective Coloring time. Uh-huh
-reds- -100, 20, 46, -27
-yellows- -100, 38, -48, 16
-cyans- -100, -65, 58, -49
-neutrals- 38, -8, 29, -11
4. Put a color fill. Set to Exclusion at 100. 340404
5. Curves.
Pt. 1 Input 94. Output 87. Pt.2 Input 141. Output 135.
6. Color Balance.
Shadows: -23, 9, -12
Midtones: 58, 11, -24
Highlights: 17, -13, -12
Preserve Luminosity Is Checked
7. Hue/Saturation.
Master Saturation at 21
8. Duplicate your base. Put it on top and set to soft light at any opacity you like. :)
THAT'S IT! :)
Current Music: Summer Love | | Sunday, September 30th, 2007 | | 2:22 pm |
BLAKE LIVELY TUTORIAL.
HIIII It's me again. With another tut. It's Blake Lively Everyone. :) FROM  to  1. Do the basics. Crop etc... 2. Duplicate your base and set it to Soft Light at 100. 3. New Fill Layer. Solid Color. 552525. Set to Screen 30. 4. New Adjustment Layer. Selective Coloring. REDS: -100, 13, 0 , 16
YELLOWS: -78, 18, -11, 17
NEUTRALS: 15, -13, 34, 28
5. New Adjustment Layer. Curves. There are two points.
RGB. Point One. I:91, O:73
Point Two. I:173, O:155
6.New Adjustment Layer. Brightness and Contrast. Contrast at 12
7. New Adjustment Layer. Make sure Preserve Luminosity IS NOT checked.
Midtones: -29, 14, 13
Highlights: -67, -29, -14
8. New Adjustment Layer. Selective Coloring.
REDS: -100, 17, 0, 0
NEUTRALS: 78, 0, -16, 0
9. Put this texture. Made by moi. :)
 10. Set it to Screen and play with the opacity. And you're done. :) Current Music: I don't Dance | | Thursday, August 16th, 2007 | | 8:40 pm |
Another Rupert Grint Tutorial
hey it's me again.another Rupert Grint Tutorial here. Get ready. From here to here.f rom here  to  1. Crop your base.2. Copy your base and set to screen at any opacity. Mine's at 50%. Make sure your pic's not to dark or too light. :)3. New Adjustment Layer -> Selective Coloring Reds: -100, 11, -9, 27
Yellows: -100, -4,33,-21
Neutrals: 14, 13, 10, 0
4. New Color Fill. D068CF.Set to Soft Light at 50%
5. New Adjustment Layer -> Hue/Saturation -> Master Saturation at 9.
6. New Fill Layer -> Solid Color. 310202. Set to Exclusion at 100%
You may add the text add the end. It's optional. :)
Your Done! That wasn't so bad. Till Next Time. :)
Current Music: Harry Potter Love | | Wednesday, August 15th, 2007 | | 5:53 pm |
This is like my 4th or 5th tut. I lost track sorry. RUPERT GRINT TUT! :)  to  1. Crop. Duplicate. You know the drill. 2. Set your copied base to screen. Mine's at 50%. Make sure that your pic is not that light or dark. 3. Selective Coloring Time. YIPEE!!! Reds: -14, 19, -37, 29 Yellows: 39, -20, 28, -13 Whites: -100, 17, -12 ,57 Neutrals: 0, 14, -48, 19 4. New Color Fill. 152841. Set to Exclusion at 100% 5. New Adjustment Layer. Hue/Saturation. Master Saturation is 9. 6. New Color Fill. 3c7d90. Set to Soft Light at 50% 7. Duplicate your base. Put it on top. Set it to Soft Light at any opacity. Mine's at 17%. Well that's about it. Comments are welcome. :) Current Music: Neville's Waltz | | Sunday, June 17th, 2007 | | 2:45 pm |
okay, here it goes. no more mistakes. :) my third tut. 1. Crop and Resize to 100x100. 2. New Adjustment Layer -> Selective Coloring REDS: -37, 27, -12, 0
YELLOWS: 39, -45, 39, -43
WHITES: -31, 57, -49, 0
NEUTRALS: 46, -8, 12, -11
3. New Adjustment Layer -> Color Balance ->[midtones] -33, -3, 11
4. New Adjustment Layer -> Hue/Saturation -> Saturation: 17
Current Music: Love Song - Blake Lewis [version] | | 1:19 pm |
Second Tut
The 4 easy step tut i promised you. :) 1. Crop and resize to 100x100. 2. New Adjustment Layer -> Color Balance -> -49,0,-29 3. New Adjustment Layer -> Hue/Saturation -> Saturation: 16 4. New Fill Layer -> Solid Color -> Soft Light 100% -> 8a6565 That's it. :) | | Thursday, May 3rd, 2007 | | 10:52 pm |
making icons. maybe not my thing.
hi guys. miss ya. haha. anyway. i've been making icons and it sucks a lot. i'm still learning. i hope that i can make icons better than i do now. currently, i have 2 icons made. but i don't think it's great. if you could offer me a tutorial on a wallpaper and better icons. needs to be translatable. pleeeeaaaasseeeeee. i really need it before the 25th. thanks in advance for those who will help me. | | Wednesday, April 25th, 2007 | | 10:47 am |
survey ng mga kulasa
Academics [ ] got a 100 card grade [x] failed a perio [x] crammed for a quiz [ ] finished Ibong Adarna [x] finished Florante & Laura [ ] finished Noli [ ] finished Fili [ ] finished Ibong Mandaragit [ ] used a gabay for the Noli/Fili [ ] read a totally different version of the Noli/Fili [x] borrowed textbooks from other classes [x] lent textbooks to other classes [x] borrowed a lab gown [x] lent a lab gown [x] failed a subject [ ] did summer classes [ ] got a merit [ ] got 3rd honor [ ] got 2nd honor [ ] got 1st honor [x] got a line of 7 card grade [ ] passed Chem [ ] passed Physics [x] had something printed at the Comp. Lab [x] used a clearbook [x] used a Jansport backpack [ ] got a make-up test [x] crammed for a project [x] copied homework [ ] cheated [ ] got a 4.0 club grade [ ] got declared Best Speaker [ ] got declared Best Debater [x] was in the Winning Team [sa classes lang] [ ] enjoyed Geometry [ ] got into the Top 10 [x] recited voluntarily [ ] "shared" in CLE [x] did a handwritten lab report [ ] forgot my PE clothes [ ] did not study at all for a test [x] made reviewers [x] borrowed/copied reviewers [ ] paid someone to do homework/projects for me [x] borrowed/lent notes [ ] had Sir Rono as a teacher [ ] did homework for one class in another class [ ] flunked an Isidro test (Mr. or Mrs. doesn't matter) [yung long test nung 3rd quarter] [ ] had the MR as my homeroom SUBTOTAL: 20/50 Discipline [ ] got a green ID [x] got a blue ID [x] got sent to the CSF [x] got a call slip [x] ate in class [ ] texted in class [x] got caught with my phone on [x] got a clean record [ ] was put on probation (DP/SDP) [ ] got a conduct grade lower than G [ ]got an O conduct grade [ ] got an oral warning [ ] did community service [ ] turned in something for the lost & found [ ] got back something from the lost & found [x] filed a violation [x] read the handbook [x] got scolded by the SC [ ] cut class [x] came in late for class [ ] got my ID confiscated for ridiculous reasons [ ] got yelled at by a teacher SUBTOTAL: 9/22 Other experiences [ ] got into a fight with someone from a higher batch [x] got attacked by higad [unfortunately...*sigh*] [ ] had a bird shit all over me [x] sat at the stone tables [ ] danced for the Intrams [ ] played for the Intrams [x] had a crush on a teacher [ ] waited on a teacher on the foyer [ ] got into the faculty room [x] bought C2 from school [x] slept over for Peace Camp [ ] tried out for Delta Chi [x] brought a guitar to school [x] have been to a concert sponsored by the school [ ] went to the prom [x] watched a volleyball game [x] watched a basketball game [x] switched clubs [ ] was an officer [x] cried in school [ ] lost a G-tec [ ] had a serious injury while in school [ ] came to school with a fever [x] went to SEP [ ] have seen my face on the video presentations/slideshows they do for special occasions SUBTOTAL: 12/25 TOTAL: 41/97 |
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